and the crowd goes wild ___
it only takes
2003-08-07 @ 8:43 p.m.

it only takes one break of a pose to get off

haven't cried so hard in a long while . pessimism . i'm so afraid, i'm afraid of making mistakes and i'm afraid of not living up to expectations and i just don't want to mess this up . i have a reason to wake up in the morning i don't want to lose that . cognitive psychology . things are what you make of them . but i always lose just when i think i'm winning . i'm always alone .

bush . glycerine

must be your skin i'm sinking in
must be for real 'cause now i can feel
and i didn't mind it's not my kind
not my time to wonder why
everything's gone white
and everything's grey
now you're here now you're away
i don't want this remember that
i'll never forget where you're at
don't let the days go by
glycerine

i'm never alone
i'm alone all the time
are you at one
or do you lie
we live in a wheel
where everyone steals
but when we rise
it's like strawberry fields

if i treated you bad
you bruise my face
couldn't love you more
you got a beautiful taste
don't let the days go by
could have been easier on you
i couldn't change though i wanted to
should have been easier by three
our old friend fear and you and me
glycerine
don't let the days go by
glycerine

bad mood white again
bad mood white again
as she falls around me

i needed you more
when we wanted us less
i could not kiss just regress
it might just be
clear simple and plain
that's just fine
that's just one of my names
don't let the days go by
could have been easier on you
glycerine



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feeLing_misanthropic
pLanning to_go to a goddamn movie after disposing of someone's body in the nearest lake
danciNg to_staind
waNting to_plead the fifth
singinG_the thoughts from my mind command my lips to say i hate you