in like
2003-08-07 @ 5:16 p.m.

schedule :
5:30 wake up hit snooze button and go back to sleep
6:40 leave house and sit in traffic for 20 minutes
7:05 get to school and go to such pointless and redundant classes as electronic music/midi lab, psychology, yearbook, and a remedial art class for fuckups and retards freshmen and seniors who've got nothing else to take
1:50 leave school and go home to see wonderful *insert lovey mushey b.s. here* boyfriend

hot hot heat . have a good sleep

wake up
you do have a way with words
at least with me- unfortunately
please tell me this means
what i think it does
but secretly, so he won't see
my dear, i fear that
your scandal has corrupted many
disrupted many- anyway
have a good sleep on your own
have a good sleep all alone
tape up your fingers
they're bleeding now, so
knock less hard
wait patiently
useless they're useless excuses
so unnecessary- but not with me
holding on, though i don't know why
holding on to your lullabye
my love is gone
but not for long

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