heart away
2003-07-01 @ 11:54 p.m.
"some killers require no motive at all to commit their crimes ."
life can be so predictable that it's almost tedious at times . like wearing the same shirt every day, only in different colors . it just gets so lonely and boring and sad sometimes that you have to wonder what the point of it all is . everyone i know goes away in the end .
i've always admired people who know exactly who they are and what they want, because i never have . i can't decide who or what i want to be and it bothers me because i shouldn't even have to think about it . sometimes i just go blank and sit for hours without thinking about anything . i think that's what death would be like, complete nothingness . i don't believe in heaven and hell and reincarnation, i just believe in nothing . and sometimes it seems like a nice alternative to an everything that's so empty . sorry if this is depressing, i'm just thinking outloud .
some of my closest friends don't even know me . but i joined a rec center and i'm going on a cruise in two days .
afi . the leaving song pt. 2
don't waste your touch, you won't feel anything
or were you sent to save me?
i've thought too much, you won't find anything...
worthy of redeeming
yo he estado aqui muchas veces antes y regreso
to... break down, and cease all feeling
burn now, what once was breathing
reach out, and you may take my heart away
imperfect cry, and scream in ecstasy
so what befalls the flawless?
look what i've built, it shines so beautifully
now watch as it destroys me
y regreso aqui otra vez y comienzo
to... break down, and cease all feeling
burn now, what once was breathing
reach out, and you may take my heart away
break down, and cease all feeling
burn now, what once was breathing
reach out, and you may take my heart away
i left it all behind, and never said goodbye
i left it all behind, and never said goodbye
i left it all behind, and never said goodbye
i left it all to die
i saw its birth, i watched it grow
i felt it change me
i took the life, i ate it slow
now it consumes me
i... break down, and cease all feeling
burn now, what once was breathing
reach out, and you may take my heart away
break down, and cease all feeling
burn now, what once was breathing
reach out, and you may take my heart away
... heart away
