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2003-06-29 @ 10:53 a.m.
stephen wasn't in my dreams at all last night ! but someone else was . oh, goddamnit .
i dreamt i was riding with sean and we were just getting caught up . i finally just told him i'd missed him a lot, being friends with him and all, and gave him the most sentimental heartfelt hug ever . he almost swerved off the road trying to hug me back . it felt so real that i was even happy when i woke up . i've thought about calling him, just to say hi, but never do . i'd love to hear his voice again .
you know that saying, you don't know what you've got until it's gone . le sigh .
i can't dream anymore since you left, i miss you singing me to sleep, i can't wake anymore in your arms, i miss you singing me to sleep .. and you're, you're not here, and i can't stop pretending, that you're forever my valentine
