fuckdamnshitfuck
2003-06-26 @ 7:07 p.m.
after careful evaluation, i've concluded that the dmv hates and is out to sabotage me . what is it this time ? failing to yield the right of way to my grandparents because my mother forgets her purse . how perfect . and apparently i brake too hard, (because i wanted to make it obvious that i was making a complete stop) . "the cavalier is like a lady . you've got to treat her right and she'll treat you right ." fuck that .
how [insert one of the following: fucked up, shitty, sadistic] does your life have to be for you to want to work at the dmv anyway ? someone should just bomb the place and put you out of your misery . i'll volunteer .
i keep dreaming about stephen, or someone who's supposed to be him at least . in my dreams he's always with me, but ignoring me . i can't stop thinking about the asshole, and i just want to apologize for the other night . who he goes out with is his decision, and i know i overreacted because i did say i didn't want to go out with anyone at the moment . i just want to apologize so he knows i don't give a fuck about him anymore .
god i hate.. everything .
linkin park . faint
i am a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard
handful of complaints but i can’t help the fact
that everybody can see these scars
i am what i want you to want what i want you to feel
but it's like no matter what i do, i can't convince you
to just believe this is real
so i let go, watching you turn your back like you always do
face away and pretend that i'm not
but i'll be here cause you want what i've got
i can't feel the way i did before
don't turn your back on me
i won't be ignored
time won't heal this damage anymore
don't turn your back on me
i won't be ignored
i am a little bit insecure a little unconfident
cause you don't understand i do what i can
but sometimes i don't make sense
i say what you never wanna say but i've never had a doubt
it's like no matter what i do i can't convince you
for once just to hear me out
so i let go, watching you turn your back like you always do
face away and pretend that i'm not
but i'll be here 'cause you’re all that i've got
i can't feel the way i did before
don't turn your back on me
i won't be ignored
time won't heal this damage anymore
don't turn your back on me
i won't be ignored
now, hear me out now
you're gonna listen to me, like it or not
right now, hear me out now
you're gonna listen to me, like it or not
right now
i can't feel the way i did before
don't turn your back on me
i won't be ignored
i can't feel the way i did before
don't turn your back on me
i won't be ignored
time won't heal this damage anymore
don't turn your back on me
i won't be ignored
i can't feel
i won't be ignored
time won't heal
don't turn your back on me
i won't be ignored
