2003-06-16 @ 3:47 p.m.

my car ! my car ! my 2001 blue chevrolet cavalier with gray interior and squishy seats . i've already set my stations and bought seat & steering wheel covers . i think i might burst from all the excitement . now i just have to get my license.. and a job .
the car and the guy . i guess selling my soul to satan wasn't such a bad idea after all . wow, but getting a life is really going to interfere with my reclusive little dream world .
smashing pumpkins . today
today is the greatest
day i've ever known
can't live for tomorrow
tomorrow's much too long
i'll burn my eyes out
before i get out
i wanted more
than life could ever grant me
bored by the chore
of saving face
today is the greatest
day i've ever known
can't wait for tomorrow
i might not have that long
i'll tear my heart out
before i get out
pink ribbon scars
that never forget
i tried so hard
to cleanse these regrets
my angel wings
were bruised and restrained
my belly stings
today is
today is
today is the greatest day
i want to turn you on
i want to turn you on
i want to turn you on
i want to turn you
today is the greatest
today is the greatest day
today is the greatest day
that i have ever really known
