early morning entry
2003-06-15 @ 3:07 a.m.
that last entry was a bit personal, but i just wanted to remember every detail from that night and after all, this does happen to be my diary . sometimes it's hard to remember just who you're writing for anyway . by the way, the answer to that should be MYSELF . so anyway, i talked to him today about last night and other things . it seems sort of surreal to both of us, but in a nice way . his friends keep saying i'm wonderful and now he's considering asking me out, again, and planning for a relationship and so on . and i love the feeling of being loved but i don't know how long this is going to last .
there i go turning a perfect situation into something sad again . i suppose something like this is happening ..
head : this feeling won't last . you'll get sick of eachother just like always and it'll just end up like everything always ends up .
heart : shut up ! shut up, brain ! leave me alone for a while . i want to enjoy this . for a little bit at least .
yeah i know this entry is completely annoying, but in a self-serving kind of way . kind of like all of my entries .
