family is another f word
2003-06-08 @ 6:37 p.m.
i take one one one cause you left me &
two two two for my family
i can not even put into words the hatred i feel for this constant tug of war between my mother and father . and stepmother and stepfather and maternal grandparents and paternal grandparents and aunts and cousins . and they're tearing me & my sister apart .. and they can't even take their share of the blame ..
the rude words, the blaming eachother, the talking behind backs, the yelling, the secrets, the pulling and pushing and i can't take it anymore i can't take it ..
"your daddy's trying to hurt you and take your money" "see what all your mom's put me through" "we'll just drop you off here so i don't have to deal with them" "what'd your sister say to your daddy today" "i hate to put you in the middle of this but you see all they've done, it's all a little game, a show" "and i don't want to be a part of it anymore, i don't want to be a part of it anymore"
fuck your money and fuck your secrets and fuck all of you .. fuck you all ..
deftones . good morning beautiful
one of these days you'll break me of many things
some cold white day, but you're crazy
if you think i would leave you this way
you should wake up before the wrath comes
me and you could take off before the wrath comes soon
and one of these days i pray it will be sometime soon
on a day like today, you'd be crazy not to
let me teach you the way
you should wake up before the wrath comes
me and you could take off before the wrath comes soon
well i know what you're like
i've read it on the walls
you're too tired, you choose heaven over the earth
and me but come on please
you should wake up before the wrath comes
me and you could take off before the wrath comes
well maybe you should take off
yeah you should take off, fuck
