and the crowd goes wild ___
fuck you i love you
2003-06-07 @ 1:03 a.m.

i remember the first time he told me he got a blowjob from another girl . and i never thought twice about it . but not being able to talk to him and not knowing where he is & what he's doing & who he's with is really getting to me now . "fuck you because i loved you" . and still do .

"And then I waited. I waited for the ebb of sensation, the fuzzy whispers of a drugged mind, the illusion of peace. And then I felt the snow melting onto my legs; I felt the wind ripping past my ears; I felt the emptiness in and around me; I felt every miserable inch of the real world from which I was trying to escape.." - william clifford, scoring; pieces

and i want you.. without you everything falls apart..

marilyn manson . para-noir

[dita:]
i'd fuck you because you are famous
i'd fuck you for your money
i'd fuck you to control you
i'd fuck you so someday i can have
half of everything you own
i'd fuck you to fuck you over
i'd fuck you until i find someone better
then fuck you in secret
i'd fuck you because i can't remember
if i'd already fucked you before
i'd fuck you out of boredom
i'd fuck you because i can't feel anything anyways
i'd fuck you to make the pain go away

[manson:]
fuck you because i loved you
fuck you for loving it, too
i don't need a reason to hate you the way i do
fuck you because i loved you
fuck you for loving it, too
i don't need a reason to hate you the way i do
hate you the way i do
hate you the way i do
hate you the way i do
hate you the way i do

[dita:]
i'd fuck you so i could feel something
instead of nothing at all
i'd fuck you because you are beautiful
i'd fuck you because you are my nigger
i'd fuck you because i am your whore
i'd fuck you because you are a whore
i'd fuck you for fun
i'd fuck you for fun
i'd fuck you because i can't
i'd fuck you so i have a place to stay
i'd fuck you so you will protect me

[manson:]
fuck you because i loved you
fuck you for loving it, too
i don't need a reason to hate you the way i do
fuck you because i loved you
fuck you for loving it, too
i don't need a reason to hate you the way i do
hate you the way i do
hate you the way i do
hate you the way i do
hate you the way i do

i don't need a reason to hate you the way i do
hate you the way i do
hate you the way i do
hate you the way i do
hate you the way i do



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pLanning to_go to a goddamn movie after disposing of someone's body in the nearest lake
danciNg to_staind
waNting to_plead the fifth
singinG_the thoughts from my mind command my lips to say i hate you