and the crowd goes wild ___
scattered
2003-05-28 @ 12:09 a.m.

does anyone have any idea how annoying it is to go back and forth between hating and loving someone ? and i just can't decide whether to avoid him for the rest of my life or snuggle up with him and his cute stuffed rabbit . and i can't tell if i want to throw something at him or kiss him until he turns blue . and it seems everyone's leaving some place to go some place else tomorrow, except for me . julia will be on a cruise to mexico and danielle will be in europe for three weeks . we'll do acid when they get back .

it's late and i'm not making much sense, so so on and so forth . twinkle twinkle little streetlight .

goo goo dolls . slide

could you whisper in my ear
the things you wanna feel
i'll give you anything
to feel it comin'
do you wake up on your own
and wonder where you are
you live with all your faults

i wanna wake up where you are
i won't say anything at all
so why don't you slide
yeah we're gonna let it slide

don't you love the life you killed
the priest is on the phone
your father hit the wall
your ma disowned you
don't suppose i'll ever know
what it means to be a man
something i can't change
i'll live around it

i wanna wake up where you are
i won’t say anything at all

and i'll do anything you ever
dreamed to be complete
little pieces of the nothing that fall
may put your arms around me
what you feel is what you are
and what you are is beautiful
oh may do you wanna get married
or run away

and i'll do anything you ever
dreamed to be complete
little pieces of the nothing that fall
may put your arms around me
what you feel is what you are
and what you are is beautiful
oh may do you wanna get married
or run away



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feeLing_misanthropic
pLanning to_go to a goddamn movie after disposing of someone's body in the nearest lake
danciNg to_staind
waNting to_plead the fifth
singinG_the thoughts from my mind command my lips to say i hate you