and the crowd goes wild ___
rock steady
2003-05-07 @ 3:51 p.m.

i think i've ruined myself by watching saving private ryan over and over . now just thinking about war or that time period depresses the hell out of me . b movies, puffy skirts that blow in the wind, pretty powder white faces with cute little pouty voices . so depressing .

took the ap spanish language test today . my teeth were chattering so much by the time we got to the speaking part that i could hardly talk . that happens a lot when i'm nervous . i try desperately to calm myself down, but it never works . at least i sounded pretty confident on the tape . the writing section was basically the damn sat's in spanish . i started getting really mad near the middle of it, so i started choosing random answers without reading the sections . i should do real well on that part . the essay was complete b.s., but hopefully i used enough big words for satan's cabinet to give me a decent grade . there i go, being an optimist again . the best part, though, was these little stickers we had with our ap # and a bar code on them, that we had to stick on everything . i went home and stuck one on my forehead .

"Anyway, I kept walking and walking up Fifth Avenue, without any tie on or anything. Then all of a sudden, something very spooky started happening. Every time I came to the end of a block and stepped off the goddam curb, I had this feeling that I'd never get to the other side of the street. I thought I'd just go down, down, down, and nobody'd ever see me again. Boy, did it scare me." - the catcher in the rye

no doubt . rock steady

our love is rock steady
rock steady, rock steady
our love is rock steady

love is like a punishment
homegirl here to represent
so innocently you seem to come my way
while tinkerbell and cupid play
they sit there and they laugh
i sit here and i can't believe my eyes
you found me at last
but wait and see how it'll agonize

a real love survives a rock steady vibe
a real love survives a rock steady vibe

rock steady, rock steady
our love is so rock steady
rock steady

steady now, stop rocking it
it's a delicate environment
retired and sleeping is our shanti love
be careful now don't wake it up
it's never gonna last
it's never gonna make it back alive
so how can we relax
i really hope that we will actually survive

a real love survives a rock steady vibe
a real love survives a rock steady vibe

it's never gonna last
it's never gonna makes it back alive
so how can we relax
i really hope that we will actually survive

a real love survives a rock steady vibe
a real love survives a rock steady vibe

rock steady
our love is so rock steady
rock steady, rock steady



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