boop-boop-a-doop
2003-05-06 @ 3:26 p.m.
this morning i couldn't stop thinking about time & ancestry . it's a pretty comforting thought if you think about it . a part of you has lived through every time period on earth . i wish there was some way to go back and trace my ancestors' lives, just to see how i came to be . and i wonder if in another thousand years my descendants will be wondering about mine . me the little philosopher . blah, blah .
so the ap test for spanish is tomorrow, and i don't give a damn . i want to take french in college anyway, so it doesn't matter too much if i get the credit or not . just looking at things from an optimistic point of view . next subject . i'm kind of sick of clicking with people over the computer and feeling weird around them in person . or just making excuses not to see them in person . little avoidant bitch . christ, do you ever get on your own nerves ?
"Please, I like America. Fancy Shmancy. What a cinch. Go fly a kite. Cat got your tongue? Colored beans. Betty boop, what a dish. Betty Grable, nice gams. Oh say can you see? Oh say can you see? Oh, oh say. Fuck hitler. Fuck hitler!" - saving private ryan
: guess who i'm in love with .
(sends link to a giovanni ribisi picture)
him : i'm better . i'm in denial .
: i keep watching the scene where he dies . it's pathetic .
: stop dying !
him : stop rewinding .
: it's so sad . but he's so damn adorable .
(a little later)
: the fact that you have a stuffed bunny is so cute it almost kills me .
him : why do i get the feeling you're going to try to rape me ?
: no ! german bastards .
