gone fading
2003-04-18 @ 9:36 p.m.
random . too short nails and too much eyeliner . damn mod wannabe . the dmv is the seventh circle of hell . three hours and three points not good enough . le un incompétent . sitting on the floor with my back to the bed figuring out exact notes to still for hours . thinking about why he wanted to be with me yesterday . case of the mysteriously disappearing girlfriend . whatever, i still want you just the same . i hope one day you'll be lying on my bed while i play these songs .
nine inch nails . and all that could have been
breeze still carries the sound
maybe i'll disappear
tracks will fade in the snow
you won't find me here
ice is starting to form
ending what had begun
i am locked in my head
with what i've done
i know you tried to rescue me
didn't let anyone get in
left with a trace of all that was
and all that could have been
please
take this
and run far away
far away from me
i am
tainted
the two of us
were never meant to be
all these
pieces
and promises and left behinds
if only i could see
in my
nothing
you meant everything
everything to me
gone fading everything
and all that could have been
please
take this
and run far away
far as you can see
i am
tainted
and happiness and peace of mind
were never meant for me
all these
pieces
and promises and left behinds
if only i could see
in my
nothing
you meant everything
everything to me
