quit shooting me!
2003-04-13 @ 4:50 p.m.
"if heaven is such a wonderful place, than how is getting crucified such a big fucking sacrifice ?" -igby goes down
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thank you nick for the review . the only part i really agreed with was how ugly the design is . but it's interesting to see myself from another's viewpoint, and how quick people are able to judge others wrongly . i think the most amusing part was :
"What seemed to save you is your love for this boy, whom which it seems you care(d) for very much. It's always nice to see someone in love."
followed by ..
Favorite Quote : "i would kill myself to make you hurt as much as you hurt me . if only i had a damn razor blade."
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fuck, when writing in a diary begins to be more agitating than living i think it's time to stop . maybe i'll just hide in a corner somewhere until all the assholes go away . everyone's a critic, and a hypocrite for that matter, so no need to keep reminding me .
i just want to be invisible again .
nirvana . smells like teen spirit
load up on guns and bring your friends
it's fun to lose and to pretend
she's over bored and self assured
oh no, i know a dirty word
hello, hello, hello, how low?
with the lights out it's less dangerous
here we are now, entertain us
i feel stupid and contagious
here we are now, entertain us
a mulatto, an albino
a mosquito, my libido
yay!
i'm worse at what i do best
and for this gift i feel blessed
our little group has always been
and always will until the end
hello, hello, hello, how low?
and i forget just why i taste
oh yeah, i guess it makes me smile
i found it hard, it was hard to find
oh well, whatever, nevermind
hello, hello, hello, how low?
with the lights out it's less dangerous
here we are now, entertain us
i feel stupid and contagious
here we are now, entertain us
